Are you deserving?

Do i really miss them?

I do not believe so.

Do you ever have the feeling that you do not miss those who have hurt you in the past?

I do.

These people that i do not miss, where supposed to be my friends. I have not seen them in a while and i kinda do not care to see them. The pain that has been caused is one that i feel will always hinder us from a strong friendship. I remember the days like they were yesterday, the rejection, the invisibility, the forgotteness. I remember it all. And surprisingly, i did feel surprised.

Those are frustrating friendships. The kind that you do not want anything to do with. The more i think about it, the more i realize, i have to forgive them. I have to be the bigger person. Whether they do know that i have forgiving them or not, i have to get rid of the hurt that has been resting in my heart for a long time. I know that it is the right thing to do. Holding on to those hard times will not let me grow as a person but, will break me; destroy me. I do not want that.

I know that i am not the only one that feels this way. Everyone has had someone hurt them in one way or another. Although the hurt is hard to deal with i believe that forgiveness for that person is what challenges us the most. Forgiveness is what we must have. Although it may seem like the person (s) may not deserve it, that would not be true. Everyone deserves forgiveness no matter what.

Forgiveness brings healing.

Healing that i and many people in the world need right now.